working like crazy..

the project that i am in is going live on the 6th may. and because of that from 1st may onwards it has been long working hours...yup, had to work on 1st may! sigh.
been working until 11plus every night including Sat & Sun... in fact i am still here in the office at 1.40am.
last night i got home at 12 midnight, slept at 1am. for some reason, Rachel decided to wake up in the middle of the night and didnt want to sleep! it took her slightly more than 1 hour before she went back to sleep again!!! was like a zombie today.....
i feel so guilty abt having to work such long hours these few days and thus, not being able to spend time with my darling Rachel.. i really miss her so much....miss spending time with her.....everyday when i want to go to work, it's so hard for me to say goodbye to her.....she gives me the "puzzled" look (the my-mama-is-gng-out again look) each time i say goodbye to her...makes me feel like staying home....but i thank God for the few hours that i get to spend with her...i spend a few hours in the morning with her and go into work around lunch time...it's better than zero hours (i.e go to work before she wakes up and come home only after she sleeps...that would be worst!). i am truly thankful for this little blessing from our dear Father. give thanks in all circumstances! :-)
cant wait for all these craziness to be over........signing off now..